
“What do you do when you’re alone?”
My husband asked me that this morning and I didn’t have an answer. I’m never really truly all alone. I mean sure, I sort of get time to myself if the kids nap at the same time & he is at work. But that’s not the same thing. I mean, I can’t wear just a white shirt, some shades and boxers while I dance to Old Time Rock and Roll at full volume. You know?
So today Kent took the kids (yes, BOTH of them!!) out for a few hours. At first I just felt guilty so I did the laundry, cleaned the floors and did the dishes. Then I finished up my photo gift orders online. And then? I just sat there. I felt weird. I wasn’t listening for a baby to wake up or waiting to go pick the boy up from school. I had nothing to do and it didn’t feel nearly as great as I thought it would. Eventually I grabbed my book but I couldn’t even concentrate on that! I would read each line 50 times and finally I gave up and decided to take a photo of me pretending to read for my 365 days.
Woo hoo, right?
Oh and P.S. I’m totally wearing a Halloween shirt. :)